What is your Assignment?

Have you ever wondered why you haven’t seen breakthrough? Why is it taking so long to see this prayer answered?

Could it be that we have not discerned the assignment?

Before Jesus was taken, events would be stirring for arrest and Jesus knew, and would say, It is not my time. When the Pharisees came to arrest Him, He knew it was not His time, he stirred up the Pharisees hearts. He preached truth and knew the effects. He knew outcomes. But when it was time, and He was finally arrested, He knew that outcome. He allowed the taunting, the abuse, the name calling. As they tested Him for the truth, truth that could’ve set Him free, that could’ve gained Him more followers, He stayed quite instead. He knew the times, He knew the assignment, He knew the plan.

We are always living in a very growing environment, Kids are growing, we are growing, life is changing. Each day can be unique, each month, each year each Era. Leaving room for adjustment and asking Holy Spirit, how do I approach this situation, this new day, this conversation etc. and pay attention to the repeats. What is on repeat. Do you keep hearing “God is Faithful” perhaps were being stretched to trust God more as we process. Another repeat could be “you are beautiful” I had this one come right on time to reveal that I am His, and I am fearfully and wonderfully made, I took it further when God gave me a dream about His heart for HIs creation. Then I discerned God is speaking against what the world says about His beauty. Not just against me, But against his designs. You are His design even as He makes you all brand new again. My favorite part is when He made sure I didn’t forget about “Handsome”. With that set up lesson, I stayed listening, and found myself seeing a little of what He can see in others. When it could not be seen in the natural, He revealed what Heaven sees in His people. This changed everything for me. This was prophetic, To see what God sees. When it is hidden. What has the world covered of you that God can see? I then knew I had to share his heart, and also adjust my eyes to what God sees. No more declaring what I see in the natural but declaring what God sees. That was the assignment. Jesus being King, was beat, ridiculed, left by many. But Heaven saw Him, as a Glorious King. Now we may be beat, and discouraged, and broken now, or even thriving on promise land, but what does Heaven see? What does Jesus see, and what is the assignment?

What is your assignment. There is a time, there is a plan, and there is a design.

The Gold Is Your Story

Ok, so to start, here is a little about me. I am creative, with a creative mind, I am expressive, talkative. I talk a lot actually. I share my discoveries and what I’ve learned and created, all this making story telling another of my favorite things to do. I pull from my true stories, and inspiring stories because there are lessons to learn and remember. There is plenty of gold to pull out and share. I believe that stories inspire. When I was young I was the observer and listener, learning and taking my own statistics in life, while doodling in between. But I am in the activated journey of living it out, learning and sharing and revealing the treasures I have found in life while still doodling in between. So this short post is to encourage you to remember that when you are living life, whether you are surviving, thriving or even in a season of observation, there is something to take from it. There is so much to discard too, But please hold on to the gold that you find on your journey. Share it amongst each other at tables, road trips, walks, fishing, and my favorite, coffee dates. This making each other rich in wisdom and inspiration.

Let’s Reconnect

This is my very first blog entry. I usually enjoy sharing my life on Instagram and Facebook, but I wanted to go back to my roots when social media was on its first steps into culture. I was a teenager who loved to journal almost everyday. It brought me a sense of importance as I wrote my life down on paper and on journaling sites. It was a courageous time for me, exposing all my feelings for who knows who to read. I enjoyed writing to my friends these really long crammed words, 3 page front to back letters everyday. No wonder I got my first D that year. Although it cost me a little drama (no secret is secure on paper). I managed to still journal consistently until one day I let it go. I was in a season where I found closure from my first heartbreak. I wanted to be free from feeling and reabsorbing old pain I had already processed and that’s where I stopped journaling. The gap between that teenage season of writing and now is almost 15 years. So here I am, all grown up, married and, and ready to open this chapter up to whoever will read. Oh and also there is a new twist to things old friends, I am a Christian blogger now. Here is the culture of writing, teaching, and creating things with Jesus.